Never mind the posts under. They're just all a laughing matter to me now :)

Oh yes, I completely don't know how I managed to write all those mushy stuff the last few months. I've truly out-gayed myself. Whatever stuff I wrote down in those entries though, meant so much to me at that time. But this time, I won't be making the same mistake as I did with my other blogs. I won't delete them just because I'm embarrassed.

Moving on, it's my 2nd bum day since the last day of school. Although, I'm still unsure if I'll pass all my subjects, I'm still happy it finally ended. It's not the endless drinking sessions nor the yearly ExcelLance I'm most looking forward to, it's actually the end. Just the end, that's right. I don't care about the celebration. We can do that anytime. But the sleep... Oh my gosh how would I even begin to explain the importance of sleep? Well lemme just say, I haven't had much of that last semester. Period.

In the past semester, I've met new friends. And I've met enemies. And I realized that backstabbing is actually very rampant nowadays. Well, I won't elaborate on that because the thought of it will just ruin my night. It's very saddening to know that the ones you considered as the best people you met turns out to be the worst ones. Frenemies, as they call it in modern times.

But as they say, these people makes you tougher. And the bad days makes the  other days good. Now I will start hunting for Internship. Corporate world, a world where backstabbing is not just rampant, but an epidemic.. Well, I wish myself good luck. I've been through a lot this semester and this will sound cheesy but, I won't back down too easily anymore. I've fought hard and fair to get to where I am now and I'll get what I deserve in the end.

Right now, I just wish to get some more sleep. Make time to fix my license, make up for the time I didn't spend with my friends and family and just go out with my two best friends..

Mood Shifters

I've been really stressing in school these past few weeks, especially today. So while riding the bus on my way home, I remembered what I read before about how you can cope up with negative things around you. The book said that one of the best things you can do is to make a list of things that contains words that makes you feel better whenever you see it or think about it. So, using my phone, I listed every single thing that makes me feel better. It's not a lot but I will fill this up every single time I get stressed (which I'm hoping not to happen anytime soon)..

• Staring at moving cars
• Long bus rides
• Bruno Mars' voice
• Updating my playlist with tons of new songs
• Visiting a newsstand and spotting a new issue of Reader's Digest and Top Gear
• Getting random texts from friends that somehow tells you they give a shit
• The thought of going home after a long tiring day
• A cup of ice cream
• A shot of zombie after a long day at school